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My name is Patrick Simpson. April of 2019, I was diagnosed with Testicular Cancer.
This was a trying time in my life for sure. Hearing the word "Cancer" is devastating to anyone, especially for a young man that is now a father, at the age of 33 years young! I was immediately struck with the harsh reality of uncertainty. Will I be okay? Will I be alive, this time next year? Am I going to die, and leave my family behind? I suddenly was dealing with all of these negative thoughts, and I started to feel like a prisoner, held captive within my own mind! I began crafting obscure "worst case" scenarios in my own head. My negative thoughts were taking control of me. I did not know that I was dealing with ANXIETY ! I had never felt this way before !
MY thought process was hi-jacked, filled with empty thoughts leading to uncertainy. What if's? and "should I have?" I was plagued by questions that caused me fear!
I was dealing with ANXIETY. No matter what I did, I felt uneasy. Did I make the right choice? Constantly questioning my mortal values, I began to ponder my existential choices, self-debating whether or not my actions were justified? As if my natural response , and choices that I am making will really affect my future, and the future of those around me.
All of my thoughts were bottled up, beating inside my head, like a sledge hammer in the midst of DEMOLITION !
I was making up these far-fetched scenarios, thinking of the worst!
What-ifs? Hows? When?
I was dealing with uncertain questions that I made up in my own mind....
I have never dealt with anxiety before !
I didn't even pinpoint these questions in my mind, to correlate with anxiousness!
I felt Helpless, uncertain about life itself!
Then, I was lucky enough to find solace in a solution sitting right in front of me.
CBD was in front of me, but for so long Cannabis was my escape from the uncertainty of life.
I found a balance, that CBD has brought me to help get the most benefit from my medicinal Cannabis.